After a four plus long break, which began on October 14
After three losses in seven months
After two hysteroscopies, a bag, a balloon and a tail
After the Tinacti.n nightmare
After the seemingly endless tears
AF must have read my letter and felt badly, because she's finally here.
That's it my bloggy friends. I'm back in the game and scared shitless.
Kelly, I know you're terrified but I'm glad to have you "back in the game" and moving forward. It's going to be awesome, I just know it!!!
ReplyDelete(((hugs)))
Oh Kelly, the "game-on" moment is always somewhat terrifying. I had a similar feeling after my LAP and being on-hold for 4 months. I can only imagine after the hell you've endured what is running through your mind right now.
ReplyDeleteWishing you your sticky BFP and your take home baby!
xxoo
I get the fear. I so get it. BUT, I'm so excited for you that you get to try again, and I'll be rooting for you.
ReplyDeleteI cannot imagine what you must feel like knowing you are back at it. I think your hope and perseverance is going to pay off in a big way!
ReplyDeleteThinking and pryaing for you!
You have been through a lot. It can be frightening to get back on saddle, but I am pretty sure it will be your game this time around!!! Tremendous (((HUGS))) to you. FX crossed for a great, great cycle for you!
ReplyDeleteYay!! Finally, AF gets somewhere she needs to. But I'm sorry for the scared shitless part:( After all you've been through I imagine that part is inevitable. But it's not nice.
ReplyDeleteGlad you are back in the game (and I hope it's one that ends in a quick victory!)
You can do this, Kelly. You can so do this. I have all of the faith in the world in you. It's time to grab the bull by the horns and show IF what you are made of!
ReplyDeleteYou have no idea how much I want this victory for you!!!
(((hugs)))
Finally! I'm sending positive vibes for you for this cycle :)
ReplyDeleteHooray for being back in the game!! I have all the faith in the world that you'll end up as MVP!!! :)
ReplyDeleteYes! Finally! Show that bitch who's boss! ;)
ReplyDeleteLet the games begin!!!!!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you're back in the game even though it's terrifying!
ReplyDeleteHon,,, you are So gonna feel the fear and do it anyway, and know we all right alongside you on the rollercoaster.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry being back in the game is so stressful and scary. I'm thinking so many positive thoughts for you there's no more room in my head.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad you are back in the game! I hope everything works out well for you! I'll be thinking about you.
ReplyDeleteGlad you are back in the game...I know it is a nightmare though. Try to relax and be positive! Easier said then done though.
ReplyDeleteKelly,
ReplyDeleteGlad you are back in the game...know that I'm right here beside you and scared shitless as well, so you're not alone :)
HUGS
Yay! I know you're scared, but I'm excited and hopeful for you!!
ReplyDeleteYeah for AF reading your letter and not waiting any longer! I can so understand being scared -- we are here to help you be hopeful. So glad you are able to get started after all that you have been through.
ReplyDeleteGlad to have you back in the game. I hope that you get your happy ending soon!
ReplyDeleteKelly- Thank you so much for all of your warm comments on my blog. I had a messup with my dashboard so your posts were never showing up, but it's resolved now... Anyways, welcome back to the game. It's tough! I spent many months deciding to come back at the end of last year. It's like coming out of retirement for athletes. I wish you the best.
ReplyDelete- Jess
Yippee!!! You CAN do it!!!
ReplyDeleteI know it is scary, but you can do it! We are all hear rooting for you!
ReplyDeleteWahooo!! Scared is okay, I'm just glad you're on track!! Congrats, girl!
ReplyDeleteWelcome back and keep your head up girl! :)
ReplyDeleteICLW
Welcome back to the game!
ReplyDeleteI have a very similar history to yours and have a quick question. I was wondering when they have you starting progesterone. My docs had me start at 3 dpo. Not every RE or OB agrees but a substantial number believe that if you wait until you get a positive, it is too late for the progesterone to do much of anything. Also, don't let the lovenox scare you off. It isn't that bad. But, if it bothers you, it helps a TON to ice the site first.
GOOD LUCK!
~ICLW