We got home a little while ago from my aunt's wedding. It's so good to see her so happy and everything went well. She's heading to the Outer Banks for her honeymoon and taking her pooch, too!
Some things from the weekend:
1. It was nice to feel normal again, even if it was only for a couple of days. I just kept thinking, I don't know what's going to happen with this pregnancy, but please let me get through this weekend without incident. I must have gone to the bathroom 100 times, because I was so afraid things would happen. Nothing did. No spotting, nothing. A HUGE sigh of relief.
2. It was great to see my mom and she felt better seeing me too, that I was really functional and wasn't curled up in a ball, sobbing.
3. DH and I had time to talk in the car. No escaping there, huh? If this time doesn't work out, we're taking a break. Not the two month break either but a half decent break break. Six months? Until the end of the year? I don't know, but for a while. For my own body and for my own sanity we need to do this.
4. We're going to look into a second opinion if things don't work out. My RE (and I know others, too) in my situation feel like all testing has been done and the only option is to try naturally. Others feel like IVF with PGD is the way to go. Either way, we're going to be saving money like crazy.
So that's that. Three and a half more days.
It's good to hear from you--I've been thinking about you all weekend. I'm so glad things went well, both for your aunt AND you! Here's hoping the next three days fly by--totally uneventful!
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you had a break over the weekend, though I can believe that it was never far from your thoughts. I say: one step at a time. I'm hoping hard that you're not going to have to make those "what next" decisions. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteSo glad you were able to have a good time & that you're still feeling well. Praying for good news soon! ((Hugs))
ReplyDeleteI've been thinking about you and am glad that the weekend was good. Thinking so many positive thoughts for you, Kelly.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you had a nice time at the wedding. Thinking positive for you.
ReplyDeleteGood to hear from you and I'm so happy to hear the weekend went by without incident.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you had a nice weekend! Hang in there this week, I'm hoping you have some fabulous news this week!
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ReplyDeleteSending you love and prayers. Glad you felt some relief, even if its for a bit it helps so much.
Second opinions (if needed) are perfectly okay. I had one for peace of mind and I got just that "peace of mind".
Much love
xo
I'm glad you had a nice weekend! I hope time flies by until your next appointment!!
ReplyDeleteSounds like such a lovely distraction!
ReplyDeleteOh Kelly - I'm just catching up on your last few posts. What a crazy roller coaster you're on. I have everything crossed for you and am really hoping this works out for you. I'm glad you enjoyed the weekend and are taking care of yourself. Hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad that you had a chance to feel normal for a couple of days. I know how important that is...
ReplyDeletePraying that the next three days go by quickly and peacefully, and that nothing but good news will be awaiting you.
I have read back through some of your entries and it just broke my heart. I can totally understand when you say you feel like your body betrayed you. I feel that way about my own so often...
ReplyDeleteI am praying like crazy that you dont need to consider other options, that your baby makes it.
I'm really glad you had a nice time & that you & DH talked. I like your plan & am praying that you won't need any kind of a break, just a break from the crying baby!!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you had a weekend of normalcy; you are very strong. You are in my thoughts!
ReplyDeleteGlad you had a nice time and that you and DH had a chance to talk about things. Though I hope you don't have to worry about any of those plans, it's nice to have them in place as a back up. (((hugs))) I hope these next few days go by fast.
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