I'm 5w2d today and if I allow myself to stop and think about it, it scares the shit out of me.
This is the week where everything has always gone wrong. This is when I started spotting and had the u/s that would show that my bean was two days behind. The docs always told me not to worry, that it was fine.
It never was.
Today is the day when I was pregnant last spring that I started spotting during my period 7 class. Today, when I made it to the beginning of 8th period in the clear, it took everything I had not to cry in the bathroom.
Every night before I got to sleep, I say "we made it through the day", as I rub my belly. I pray that I can say that for another 35 weeks.
Cherish every single day you have with that baby inside you. Try looking at taking one day at a time as sometimes a week can be way too overwhelming. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteI have my fingers and toes crossed for you. Hugs!
ReplyDeleteHugs!! Hang in there, kelly! Everything crossed for you!
ReplyDeleteHang in there, Kelly. I know this isn't easy. Know that we are all thinking about you and praying for you. Just keep taking things one day at a time. You are doing great.
ReplyDeleteI wish so much that this was easier and I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers (and I'm not usually a praying kind of gal) everyday.
ReplyDeleteYes, you've made it 5 weeks and 2 days already! I hope you can keep focusing on being thankful for each day and that the this precious little one will hold on strong, one day at a time.
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking of you and keeping you and your little one in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy. Day's like this (where you have experienced loss in the past) are the worst.
ReplyDeleteYou are making it. You're doing just great!
ReplyDeleteThis is hard advice to follow... I tell myself it everyday... take it all in; enjoy your baby every day even if you're scared (which how could we not be?).
One day at a time, Kelly!
many many prayers,
ebe
I am always praying for you and your bean.
ReplyDeleteYou've made it through another day.
Awe, I'm sorry today was a hard day to make it through. I'm hopeing and praying your baby mind's his/her momma and stays in there for 35 more weeks! =)
ReplyDeleteOh gosh, what a mixed bag of emotions. I continue to hope and pray for the very, very best for you and your bean Kelly.
ReplyDeleteThis whole post just makes me want to give you a great big hug. Grow, little bean, grow!
ReplyDeleteim the same way.
ReplyDeletehang in there everything is going to be ok this time! this is it! dont lose hope! you need a hugeeee hug! cant wait to hear about this bean growing & growing n making you happier & happier!
You're doing everything you can and we're all praying for you and the little bean! Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteContinuing to send prayers & hope that all will work out for you & baby:)
ReplyDeleteMaking it past every little milestone is so awesome. Keep fighting, little one. :)
ReplyDeletebig (((hugs))), positive thoughts & lots of prayer coming your way!
ReplyDeleteOH my....that sounds so frightening. I hate that it has to be like that for you. :(
ReplyDeleteI'm right there with you hon...
ReplyDeleteEvery night, when it's time for the progesterone, it's a mini celebration and a moment for prayerful pleading... please please let this one stick. 5w3d. Every day is a milestone.
Good attitude...one day at a time! I know the exact feeling, though. I'm getting ready to enter my 9th week, which is when I lost my last baby. It's going to be a tough week for sure. Here's hoping that everything continues to go well. I'm guessing you have an u/s next week, right? I'll be watching to see how it goes!! GL and enjoy this beautiful weekend as a pregnant lady!
ReplyDeleteIt truly is a waiting (and hoping) game at this point. And it's awful. My hope is that one day soon they'll be able to give us definitive news a lot earlier. But until then, hang in there. Hoping very hard for you.
ReplyDeleteOH I PRAY FOR THE SAME THING FOR YOU! I want this to be it for you. You deserve this baby, this miracle, this hapiness!
ReplyDeleteHoping hard for you that this is it! Celebrate each day as a little victory!
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