Thursday, April 29, 2010

No More Roller Coaster

Thank god. I always hated those damn things, whether they be the actual amusement park ride or this shit I've been living with for the last few weeks.

No heartbeat. No growth. It's over.
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54 comments:

  1. RebeccaApril 29, 2010 at 10:37 AM

    OH, Kelly, I'm so sorry. I'm just so, so sorry.

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  2. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 10:38 AM

    My heart is going out to you. I am sorry.

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  3. ChelleApril 29, 2010 at 10:38 AM

    I am so sorry. This whole thing has been such a crazy, horrible experience.

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  4. LauraApril 29, 2010 at 10:43 AM

    I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you.

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  5. AdeleApril 29, 2010 at 10:45 AM

    I'm sorry. And angry for you that you have been put on this ride yet again.

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  6. cdgApril 29, 2010 at 10:53 AM

    I am so very sorry for your loss, there are no words for this. Please try to take of yourself.
    Holding you and your family in my thoughts....

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  7. adsfApril 29, 2010 at 10:57 AM

    Thinking of you. Again, so sorry.

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  8. Keiko ZollApril 29, 2010 at 10:58 AM

    I am so so sorry for your loss- if a hug from an internet stranger means anything, then here *hug* Hell, I'll even *hold your hand*

    ~Keiko

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  9. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 11:06 AM

    I am so sorry, Kelly. SO sorry. Hugs and love coming your way. Please let me know if you need anything.

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  10. MarlaApril 29, 2010 at 11:08 AM

    Kelly, I'm so sorry you've been put through all of this. *hugs*

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  11. AnotherDreamerApril 29, 2010 at 11:10 AM

    I am so so sorry (*HUGS*) Thinking of you.

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  12. DawnApril 29, 2010 at 11:19 AM

    I'm so sorry. Thinking of you.

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  13. KimApril 29, 2010 at 11:20 AM

    Sending lots of love your way. xoxoxoxoxo

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  14. JinApril 29, 2010 at 11:23 AM

    Fuck!

    That's all I have to say.

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  15. NoelleApril 29, 2010 at 11:23 AM

    I am so so sorry Kelly. Please take care of yourself and do whatever you need to do during this time. There are no words.

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  16. ALApril 29, 2010 at 11:24 AM

    I am so, so sorry Kelly. My heart just breaks for you.

    Lots of hugs and love to you and your husband. Please let me know if you need anything at all.

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  17. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 11:30 AM

    I'm so sorry, Kelly. Many prayers for you.

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  18. Secret SloperApril 29, 2010 at 11:40 AM

    There's nothing to say but I'm sorry you're hurting. I'm sorry this is your reality, yet again. I'm so very sorry.

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  19. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 11:40 AM

    My heart is going out to you and Mr. SC today. Sending you lots of love. ((hugs))

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  20. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 11:41 AM

    I am so very sorry for your loss...there are no words I could offer that could ever lessen this pain. My thoughts and prayers are with you...

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  21. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 11:43 AM

    I'm sorry does not even begin to cover how awful I feel that you had to deal with this whole damn thing!!! You're in my thoughts. (((HUGS)))!!!!!

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  22. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 11:46 AM

    I'm so sorry honey. So unfair and cruel. You and hubby will be in my prayers hon. Hugs!!!

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  23. myinfertilitywoesApril 29, 2010 at 12:10 PM

    Kelly - I'm so sorry. Big, big (((hugs)))

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  24. AlexApril 29, 2010 at 12:11 PM

    I am so very sorry. Sending you a virtual hug today.

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  25. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 12:42 PM

    I am so very sorry.

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  26. JennApril 29, 2010 at 12:54 PM

    Oh Kelly, I'm sorry.

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  27. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 1:01 PM

    This is just so fucked up. So, so fucked up. I'm so sorry. (also, sorry for 2 f-bombs. It seems appropriate.)

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  28. LuckyOnceApril 29, 2010 at 1:05 PM

    I'm sorry Kelly. There's nothing more to say...

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  29. Basic GirlApril 29, 2010 at 1:46 PM

    I'm am so so sorry. Sending love and hugs your way.

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  30. Glass Case of EmotionApril 29, 2010 at 1:48 PM

    This makes me so angry at the "gods of fertility"/ world/ unfairness in general, and makes me feel so very sad for you.

    I am so sorry.

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  31. Mrs.JoynerApril 29, 2010 at 1:49 PM

    Oh Kelly..Sorry doesn't even begin to cover it..Please let me know if you need anything..even just to scream and scream..I hate this for you..and I hate that you are having to go through it again..holding you very close tonight.

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  32. JoApril 29, 2010 at 1:59 PM

    Oh, god. I'm so sorry. (((((((((((HUGS)))))))))). There are no words for what you are going through.

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  33. jessica56April 29, 2010 at 2:24 PM

    I am so, so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your DH. ((HUGS))

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  34. TeeJayApril 29, 2010 at 2:26 PM

    I'm so, so sorry. I was so hoping for a miracle, as I know you and everyone else were. My heart is aching for you right now. This sucks so bad and it's so unfair and it just doesn't make any sense. I pray that your pain eases with each passing day. I'm so sorry for your loss.

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  35. Twangypearl the Elastic GirlApril 29, 2010 at 2:44 PM

    Oh no, Kelly. We wished for the happy ending so much. This is utterly devastating for you and I am so sorry.

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  36. GurleeApril 29, 2010 at 2:51 PM

    Oh Kelly, I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your family. (((hugs))))

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  37. Melissa GApril 29, 2010 at 3:26 PM

    Damn Kelly, I'm so sorry.

    Sending warm thoughts and prayers.

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  38. TApril 29, 2010 at 3:37 PM

    I have never met you, but my heart is literally hurting right now for you. I am so very sorry for your loss.

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  39. CeejayApril 29, 2010 at 3:39 PM

    Kelly, I am so, so sorry. I don't know what to say--clearly none of us do. But I know we would all fly to where you are and give you a huge hug and cry with you if we could

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  40. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 4:39 PM

    I'm so sorry that the roller coaster came to this. I was hoping, so much, that you'd come back with great news.

    I, too, offer myself for internet hugs and a crying shoulder.

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  41. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 5:18 PM

    kelly this was so not the outcome I was praying for and I will send up prayers for you and your partner and tiny angel through this time. Always here listening. Em

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  42. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 5:20 PM

    I'm so, so sorry Kelly. Sending love and prayers to you and your husband.

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  43. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 5:36 PM

    Damn, Kelly I am so sorry! This sounds horrible but at least you know. :(

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  44. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 5:53 PM

    I'm so sorry Kelly. So sorry.
    I hate roller coasters too, IRL and emotional ones. Both are shit.

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  45. LeslieApril 29, 2010 at 6:21 PM

    I am so so sorry! Lots of hugs to you (((hugs))). You and your DH are in my thoughts & prayers!

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  46. Katie and HowardApril 29, 2010 at 6:21 PM

    I am so so so sorry for you loss.

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  47. WendyApril 29, 2010 at 8:50 PM

    Kelly, I'm so so sorry. sending hugs

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  48. AliceApril 29, 2010 at 9:10 PM

    Kelly, my heart aches for you but I'm glad the ups & downs are over. You have been through the ringer these past few weeks (and and the past year). Hugs.

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  49. AnonymousApril 29, 2010 at 11:55 PM

    I am so sorry Kelly. My thoughts are with you! (((HUGS)))

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  50. AndieApril 30, 2010 at 12:30 AM

    Kelly, I am so very sorry. My thoughts are with you and your husband.

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  51. AnonymousMay 2, 2010 at 3:07 PM

    I am so sorry.

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  52. loribethMay 3, 2010 at 9:20 AM

    Here from LFCA. I'm so sorry. :(

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  53. Justine LMay 3, 2010 at 11:04 PM

    Came from LFCA to offer a hug, and my thoughts. Though there is nothing that anyone can say that will make it any easier, we're all here. :( *hug*

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  54. JessicaMay 11, 2010 at 8:38 PM

    I am so sorry....((HUGS))!!

    Thank you for the comment on my blog.

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